一年前 一年後

那是一年前 的我。。
活在保護膜裡的我
比起一年前 我更愛 現在的我。

Almost a month from home.

Time flies. Tomorrow will be exactly one month I'm away from home. 

The one thing I'm so proud of myself is that I didn't tear in front of my parents before entering the gate. 

But what happen before the plane taking off? Lol. No one knows ;) 

I do wonder why do I take this opportunity to leave.

I have met not to say a lot but many awesome people in my University back in Malaysia Campus.

I take me some times to make myself comfortable w/ the high crime rate's state. 

Familiar w/ areas for good foods, good coffee. 

Have a good group mates for presentations/ assignments. 

Have a good besfie who never get tired of having Pan Mee and never ending food hunting session, shopping, & etc.

Thou I'm here for a month but Uni life only started off for like 2 weeks. 

Schedule are pack like sardines where I have no idea where to starts. 

I do have my good friends here with me. 

But it's not like i will see them often.. uhmm.. 

I do make friends in uni. yeah. but its not like back in Malaysia campus 

you will be meeting your friend for the same 2/3 units.

That's something difference. 

Not to say complain but just describing the difference ;) 

I do ponder is it the right decision to leave my comfort zone. 

I think it is. 

One is afraid of leaving because of the reason to stay. 

reason to stay? my family&friends. 

Family will always standing behind me no matter how far i go

or how long we never met each other. 

friends? 

the true one will stay. & i'm sure i have many who stay ;) 

There goes my plan to leave... 

exploring a new place and make myself comfortable with it. 

I didn't know i can be strong sometimes till I've do many things alone in Melbourne. 

carrying lots of grocery. make some window shopping, sitting in tutorial classes where every all the fresh faces in class. and i've never met any of them before. 

It's going to be a tough semester for me. 

I wish myself luck. 

Good Luck Jo Ying. 

廢

                                       

十二月了

往往是我最矛盾的月份

有種熬過來的感覺

有種恐懼 未來的新事物 是喜或憂

埋怨好多 不捨也多不可數

好像很多回憶 又好像很多痛苦

經常聽人說 女人20一朵花

我這經過 肥水灌溉 也又一段時間 

還看不著 自己是花是草

                                   

Flash Back 2013 # 1

Hi 2014. 

It's a brand new year. 

Everyone been busy posting their new year resolution, do you have one as well? 

i haven't figure out any but probably will start listing them end of January! 

Start scrolling through my hard disk and found out that I've missed out a lot of outings posts..

which i didn't have time to post them out. 

Let me tune the time back to 2013,  June. 

It's my semester break and yeah.. i drove few of my friends out. 

This is so RARE

It's super early in the morning and we went to our favourite breakfast spot -

'TOH SOON CAFE'

you may be surprise with the early birds 

namely -YngShin & Joey Wong manage to wake up! 

Just simple breakfast, toasted bread, half-boiled egg and cup of local coffee.

It's so good as it tastes.. 

Probably even great when you're out with all these fun fun people around.